#184

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

#183

Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
Then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
And then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared
Don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride

#182

I've become much too good at being invincible.
I'm an expert at play it safe and keep it cool.
But I swear, this isn't who I'm meant to be.
I refuse to let my life roll over me.
Let me feel...
I don't care if I break down.
Let me fall...
Even if I hit the ground.
And if I cry a little, die a little, at least I know I lived just a little.
I want to be somebody.

#181

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again

#180

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?