#179 CJ, Cal

Once Julie gave me a song
It was about you but now it's been gone
Once Julie gave me a smile
Like yours, but it's been a while

She reminds me of you
And it breakes me in two
Oh, I'm standing all alone
I've got nothing to live for
Now that Julie's gone
I've got nothing to live for
She reminds me of you

I thought I was alone
But she is to live for
I know that you are gone
But I cannot cry no more

#178

I want to be normal, I want to feel safe
waking up screaming, its always the same.
I dont want to turn off the light
hope someone hears me tonight.

Hold me, tell me everythings ok.
Show me theres a way to beat the monster
save me, make it go away.

#177

Compared to some I've been around
But I really tried so hard
That echo chorus lied to me with its
"Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on"

In the end I was the mean girl
Or somebody's in-between girl
Now it's the devil I love
And that's as funny as real love

#176

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before

#175 CJ

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me

was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up

that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces

#174 SI

You could be the one in my dreams
You could be much more than you seem
And I can’t hide one in that life
Do you understand what i mean
I can see that, this could be faith
I can love you more than they hate

Doesn’t matter who they will blame
We can beat them at their own game

#173

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

#172 CJ

Yeah what, don't cry my dear
I swear I'm near, I care.
I'm here, right here.
Baby not, your in the circle of my focus
I won't let you know, your love is here, right here

#171 S

Girls keep secrets in the strangest ways
Girls don't tell
We just sometimes have to say

#170 SI

Oh, life could be a dream
If only all my precious plans would come true
If you would let me spend my whole life lovin' you
Life could be a dream sweetheart